Wednesday, September 12, 2012
Your Choice.
Lately I've been on a bit of a kick to listen to different speakers on different topics, mainly motivational & faith based... but a few others in there as well :) Who knew YouTube could be such a positive thing? it's not just bloopers and homemade videos gone viral after all...
Anyways, my time at work has been helping this 'kick' as my schedule for the next 2 months is training time. Time to do online trainings, full day courses & other requirements, but along with this extremely flexible schedule, I've been able to see a few guest speakers that have come to Fort Sill or even some special events which is fantastic!
One of the speakers said something that really stuck with me, his name is Jon Gordon. Most of his talks are in the business sector so they're motivational leadership type of talks, but I definitely got a feel that his content is faith based. Especially with this thought. He said "research shows that you cannot be thankful and stressed in the same moment."
Wait what? Read it again.
"research shows that you cannot be thankful and stressed in the same moment."
That means, at any particular moment, you cannot be both stressed and thankful. That's pretty powerful. If you're stressed, you're not thankful. If you're thankful, you're not stressed. So the next time you're feeling overwhelmed and stressed out, stop and take a minute to count your blessings and remember all that you have to be thankful for. You can literally choose to be stressed or blessed! (the saying "too blessed to be stressed" comes to mind... and fits!)
This has definitely helped me with my move here and the transition to being by myself & such. If I catch myself feeling overwhelmed or stressed by one thing or another, I just take a step back, take a moment to think of at least 5 things I'm thankful for and I can just re-group with that. So simple yet so powerful.
And to go along with this, I was listening to another talk online the other night (sadly, I can't remember details to reference) and this talk mentioned a similar concept. But instead of talking about being blessed or stressed, they were talking about hope & doubt. You can not be hopeful for something and doubt that it will happen in the same moment. To take it a step further, you cannot be hopeful in the Lord and doubt Him in the same moment.
This is another thing I've been struggling with, admittedly more than the stressed vs. blessed idea. I've been struggling with doubt, wondering what I'm doing in Oklahoma, why did I leave Colorado, is this really where I should be, and so on. So hearing this thought shortly after the stressed vs. blessed thought really hit home... whenever I'm in a moment of despair and doubting God and His plans for me, I just need to stop. Rid myself of those thoughts and think of all the things I'm hopeful for... all the things God has promised me, all that He has done for me thus far that show me He won't lead me astray, and what I hope will come out of my time here in Oklahoma.
I know this wasn't much of an update on my life, but I thought it was something worth sharing. Hopefully you were able to follow my thought process somewhere in there & thought so too :) So today's quote is my quick summary written on a post-it note that's stuck to my computer for my daily reminder.
Stressed or Blessed? Hope or Doubt? It's your choice today.
Saturday, September 8, 2012
1 month & OKC
Work has been really, really great. It's been a lot of trainings and meetings and although this week was really quiet (an awful lot of online courses) I'm learning so much that will definitely be applicable as a manager within the Family & MWR programs throughout my career. I'm just looking forward to get past the reading & quizzes to apply what I'm learning and really see it in context.
One day this week I was invited to an all day training about the "Warrior Adventure Quest" program (or WAQ, because the Army loves to give things long important sounding names, and then not use them). Anyway, the WAQ program is a newer program to support Army soldiers after deployment, with a focus on team building and outdoor recreation. Although I have little to no experience with outdoor recreation (ODR) it was great to learn more about that in general and this program. It's set up so that funding comes from headquarters for each unit (approx 12-20 soldiers) that returns back from deployment will participate ('mandatory fun' as they call it) in high adrenaline activities to help them re-channel their energy and adrenaline after a deployment. The statistics show that soldiers are struggling when re-integrated into civilian life and just have too much energy and aren't sure how to process it all. So activities like bungee jumping, ropes courses, paintball, etc. will help them get to know their unit on a different level, find new ways to de-stress and release that energy and even have some fun. I'm not sure how much I'll actually be working with this program in the future, but it's just amazing to see what MWR is doing for these soldiers.
Another great takeaway from this all day WAQ training was to meet the ODR director here at Ft Sill. She is a Management Trainee who spent her first 2 years here with sports & fitness division, and has just started her 3rd year in this position. I'm excited for this not because I'm looking to get really involved with ODR, but because she also oversees some other great programs like Special Events, BOSS (Better Opportunities for Single Soldiers), & LETRA (Lake Elmer Thomas Recreation Area). I'm definitely hoping to help out with Special Events as that's something I might be interested in working with in the future :) but who knows!
PS- here's the website to get a little bit of a better feel for all of the programs/services MWR offers. This site is specific to Fort Sill, but most of the programs are run very similarly at all Army posts -- www.sillmwr.com
Anyway, back to the title of this post... OKC! Last weekend (Labor Day weekend) I decided it was time to leave Lawton. Although there is a lot offered here, and I still have a lot of exploring to do, my travel bug was getting antsy so I took my first trip to OKC on Monday. The drive wasn't bad, just a little over an hour to get into the city. I decided to park by the National Memorial Park & Museum and make that my first stop. Hard to believe that happened in 1995, 17 years ago ! Visiting the Memorial on Labor Day wasn't my brightest idea, not because there were a lot of people, but because it was 106 degrees that day... I found myself looking for shade most of the time! haha but here are a few pictures from the Memorial Park -- the reflection pool is located where the street was, the truck with the bomb was parked in the street. The area with the trees and chairs is where the Murrah Federal Building stood, the building that was targeted. They do not believe specific people were the target, but that it was a target at the Federal Government in general. Each chair in this area represents 1 life lost from the bombing. The chairs are set up in rows, each row represents a different floor of the building, with the chairs showing which floor each person was on. So if you were to see an aerial view, you'd see almost a bar graph of where everyone was. The area opposite the reflection pool is where the parking lot was, and on the other side of that is the National Museum.
Across the street from the Memorial Park (which can be seen in this last picture above) is St Joseph's Cathedral. A few buildings that were part of the church grounds were damaged in the bombing, as I'm sure a few others in the area were. Below is a picture of the "And Jesus Wept" Memorial that is just across the street from the entrance to the Memorial Park. The second picture is St Joseph's Cathedral from the front.
Saturday, September 1, 2012
Just what I needed to hear...
Well lately I've had this song that's definitely hit the nail on the head. It started playing during the Olympics for the USA Women's Gymnastics Team, which was right when I went to San Antonio for orientation and then moved from Colorado to Oklahoma. The timing couldn't have been more perfect, and it's still speaking to me.
Regardless of what you believe in, sometimes you just need to hear something and no matter how many people say it or keep telling you, it's eventually going to stick somehow. Well this song is what finally made it stick, even though I'd been saying it all along but I'm not sure I was really believing it. I'm 100% confident that this song is what God has been trying to tell me. I'm just finally listening :)
Anyway, here's the song on YouTube followed by the lyrics.
Hold on to me as we go
As we roll down this unfamiliar road
And although this weight of it is stringing us along
Just know you're not alone
'Cause I'm going to make this place your home
Settle down it'll all be clear
Don't pay no mind to the demons they fill you with fear
The trouble it might drag you down
If you get lost you can always be found
Just know you're not alone
'Cause I'm going to make this place your home
Settle down it'll all be clear
Don't pay no mind to the demons they fill you with fear
The trouble it might drag you down
If you get lost you can always be found
Just know you're not alone
'Cause I'm going to make this place your home
Saturday, August 18, 2012
Oklahoma, the start of something new.
And that's a sentence I never could've guessed I'd ever say. But I guess before moving to Iowa for grad school I felt the same way. It's all an adventure and I'm excited to see what and where I may be next. But that's another 2 years down the road.
Anyway, I've been in Oklahoma for about a week now, and so far so good! Before coming, I spent 10 days in San Antonio, Texas for an overall orientation to the program at headquarters. For me, this was a really cool opportunity to get to meet the people that oversee the MWR (Morale, Welfare & Recreation) programs on all Army posts around the world... quite a big deal! The orientation days were long, but very informative learning everything there is to know about the different divisions of MWR and how we'd work with them. I also got to meet 15 others that are participating in the same program as me, just at different Army posts & in different divisions. Out of the 16 of us, 4 are in CYSS (Child, Youth & School Services), 3 Chefs, 3 in Contracting, 4 in Sports & Fitness/Outdoor Recreation, 2 in Financial Management, most of us are placed CONUS (continental United States... I'm still getting used to all of these acronyms myself, so I'll do my best to explain them!) with just 1 going to Stuttgart, Germany for CYSS (lucky!) Overall it was a great group, I'm glad to have met them and hope to see them in some context throughout our careers. There is one trainee placed in Fort Sill with me, her name is Crystal and although we'll have different schedules starting in November, so far we get along great & have even had some fun :)
Here's a few pictures from my time in San Antonio. Our hotel was right on the river walk, which was so fun to explore!
Wednesday, July 4, 2012
Another new adventure
So before I briefly summarize the last few months, I'll update you on what's next. I'm moving to Oklahoma, yes Oklahoma, for a new position :) This position is similar to what I'm doing now. I'll be a Management Trainee with the Army MWR Child Youth & School Services at Fort Sill, Oklahoma. This position is more of an internship for me to gain experience & learn everything there is to know about MWR CYSS programs. Oklahoma is the duty station I've been assigned for the next 2, maybe 3 years. I am very excited for this opportunity, especially as over 2,000 people apply each year and there are just 20 positions worldwide. Oklahoma wouldn't have been my first choice (not that I was given a choice) but I just have to trust that God has something great in store for me :)
And now back to the recap of the last few months. I thought I'd be better at updating this blog once I moved into my own place here in Colorado Springs, but as luck would have it, my trusty computer crashed (typical). But even though the posts may not reflect this, it's been an exciting few months. I've made some fantastic friends here in Colorado Springs that I met through the Catholic Young Adults group. We've had many fun adventures so I'll do my best to give you a feel for each month.
February - moved into my new apartment in the Springs, flew to San Antonio for a 1 day interview for the position I'm starting in Oklahoma, starting going to the Young Adult group meetings & met some amazing people.
March - was moved to a toddler room in a different center for a few weeks at work, was offered & accepted the position in Oklahoma, spent St Patrick's Day in Denver, was moved back to school-age in a different center for Spring Break & got to go on a few field trips with the kids.
April - family visited for Easter, saw Christopher West speak in Castle Rock, took a road trip to Fort Collins & Roosevelt National Park and even drove into Wyoming, saw the Broadway Musical Wicked in Denver, worked a 12 hour day/night for a lock-in with the kids, was moved back to my original school-age center at work.
May - spent a lot of extra hours at work prepping for accreditation (we passed!), flew to Ohio to be in a friend's wedding, went to a concert at Red Rocks Amphitheater, started summer camp at work.
June - Celebrated a friend's confirmation into the Catholic Church, went to a Colorado Rockie's MLB game & Chalk Art Festival in Denver, spent a weekend in Santa Fe with a college friend that lives in New Mexico, went to the Renaissance Festival in Larkspur, CO, survived the scare of the Waldo Canyon wildfire that burned over 300 homes in Colorado Springs. (I didn't have to evacuate, but a few co-workers did & I had my bags packed for a few days).
And upcoming for this month, I will be celebrating the 4th of July today with a benefit concert for the victims of the Waldo Canyon Fire (due to extremely dry weather & fire danger, no fireworks were allowed this year). This coming weekend a few of us are heading to Pueblo Reservoir to spend a day boating on the lake, and my friends here are throwing a "Bon Voyage" party for me & another friend that are leaving on the same weekend. (She'll be spending a year as a missionary in Africa!)
That's the very quick summary of my time here in Colorado. I have just 2 weeks left before I spend 10 days in San Antonio, TX attending orientation for my new job & then head to Florida for a week of family vacation. The day after I get back from Florida the packers/movers will be at my apartment to take everything to Oklahoma, and the following day I'll start my drive to move there myself.
It'll be very busy, but I am excited to see what lies ahead. :)
"Many are the plans in a man's heart, but it is the decision of the Lord that endures." -Proverbs 19:21
Tuesday, January 10, 2012
The next chapter.
Sunday, January 1, 2012
2012.
Thursday, November 10, 2011
Restless.
Friday, August 26, 2011
It's been a while ...
Sunday, July 17, 2011
July.


Wednesday, June 29, 2011
Hump Day.
Tuesday, June 21, 2011
All at once.
Sunday, June 12, 2011
Prep.
Monday, May 30, 2011
Summertime
Sunday, March 20, 2011
Spring Break.
Wednesday, March 9, 2011
Lent.
Thursday, February 17, 2011
Santa Fe
Thursday, February 3, 2011
Recap.
Tuesday, January 11, 2011
Week 3 & weekend.
Sunday, January 2, 2011
New Year.
Thursday night I stayed in housing & got an early start on Friday. Friday morning we (Nicole, from UNI & was in Key West with me, Christine from BGSU & I) left early and drove out to Dachau. It was a long drive, but nothing to complain about. In prelude to Dachau, it’s a memorial site of a former concentration camp just outside of Munich. I’d been told many stories from friends & family that had visited Dachau during the summer, and had pretty moving experiences. This was my first visit to a concentration camp, and it was very moving. Visiting during the winter months had a different effect too... everything was cold & dull and nothing to it. I think it added to the somberness and just the overall feel of the place. I think it would've been a very different experience in the summer. We toured the grounds along with the museum, some of the cells, the memorials & the cremetorium. Overall it was a good visit. It seems that the concentration camps and everything going on at that time is jsut something you hear about. Having the opportunity to visit a site, especially as well kept up as Dachau is, really put it into perspective for me. I would definitely recommend this visit. I included 2 pictures from Dachau, the first is the ovens in the cremetorium & the second is the roll call area, where you can see the memorial sculpture which was added after the camp was freed & became a memorial site. After our visit to Dachau, we headed into Munich to find our hostel. We were a little skeptical about the hostel, but it turned out to be great :) After settling in & resting for a little bit, we headed out for our New Year's Eve dinner. We found a nice restaurant along the way & stopped in. We didn't even think that every place would need reservations for New Year's Eve (silly Americans)... thankfully this place said we could have a table, but only until 8. Since it was just 6:30, we didn't see that as a problem. We looked over their special menu for the holiday and didn't recognize a single item. Luckily our waiter was nice & patient with us, enough to explain that what we thought was a salad was actually a nice arrangement of deer meat. I used my German phrase book to order Lobster Soup. It wasn't extremely filling, but it was very good! After dinner we asked the desk clerks for advice on where to spend our New Year's. He suggested a nearby park, which turned out to be really awesome. There were different tents set up and a ton of people near by. It seemed almost like a community event for that part of town. We spent most of the evening in the tent with all of the food, as our dinner wasn't too filling & that seemed to be the only place to find an open seat. It was pretty fun & relaxing. We tried the beer, but I definitely wasn't a fan... but at least I tried :) After enjoying the fireworks & excitement for a while, we decided to head back to our hostel to see what was happening there. To our surprise, as we left the park, all of the fireworks that had been going off the entire night weren't professional. Apparently New Year's is one of the few times of the year when anyone can buy fireworks to shoot them off, and they do. It felt like we were running through a war zone to get back to the hostel. Fireworks were being shot off in the park, on the sidewalks, in parking lots, in the middle of the streets, on bridges, everywhere !!! We literally had to watch where we stepped to make sure a firework wasn't ready to go. Some of the others weren't even phased by this, while the 3 Americans were ducking for cover at every loud noise. It was quite the experience & definitely a New Year's I'll never forget :) Saturday we slept in a little & went off to explore Munich. We had lunch at the Augustiner Beer Hall & dinner at the Hofbrauhaus. Both were good & really fun. Since it was New Year's day there wasn't any shopping open, but we managed to find enough churches & beer halls to pass the time :) Sunday we woke up early and headed off to Fussen to visit the castles. We stopped by the Hohengwenshau Castle o The drive back to K-Town was a struggle. I didn't even think (again) about the holiday traffic and we were stuck in staus (traffic jams) for what seemed like an eternity. There wasn't any accidents or any construction, it was just simply too many cars for the road so everyone was backed up. It seemed we were either going 5 mph or 100 mph, but no where in between. It was pretty frustrating as our 4 hour drive took just over 6 hours, but we passed the time with fun games, madlibs and the German radio station :) All in all I'd say this was a successful weekend in Munich. Driving is definitely not my favorite way to travel within Europe, but we got to see a lot on a budget. Hopefully next weekend will be fun too! "Even if you're on the right track, you'll get run over if you just sit there."
The entire night we'd heard fireworks going off at the most random times, so we decided that just before midnight we'd head outside to see the firework show & countdown. We went outside & more people gradually came outside too. It was a little odd as there was no big countdown or big clock to know when it was officially the new year. Instead we just went off of our phones, and the only difference between 2010 & 2011 was that a lot of couples began to dance. It was fun. During all of this, fireworks continued to shoot off in every direction, which made it a really cool atmosphere. n our way to tour the famous Neuschwanstein castle. I remembered the hike being a challenging one in 2008, so we'd decided we'd opt for the bus, especially in the snow. But Fussen had other plans, the busses weren't running that day due to the weather conditions... yikes !! It was a challenging walk, just as I'd remembered, but it was also the busiest day of the year, so it was plenty worn down which made it easier to walk. We toured the inside & had a nice and relaxing day. It was pretty cold & windy outside, so we were glad once our tour finally started. Here's a picture of the castle from the front at one of the view points.






